Twelve years ago was the turning point in my life. My family revealed themselves to me and I decided that if I was to have peace in my life I had to turn my back on the past and only look forward.
There are unresolved matters and I am constantly forced to turn back and face my demons. I long to be free, I do not want to be reminded of what happened in the past nor do I want to deal with those who turned their backs on me.
An illness in the family has opened another door for them to contact me. I really don’t want this.
A man who has been appointed to deal with these matters and who has avoided me for a year has finally agreed to meet with me next week. They want me to make certain decisions – I don’t trust any of them.